I sent This to the Vatican and as usual no one will have the courage to Answer but I’m Not going to give up now. I’ll keep sending until
I get some answers from some one who does care
From: robert gfhfhgj
Date: April 8, 2023 at 8:09:47 AM
EDT
To: Angry Catholic
Subject: Fwd: Where do we go now.
How long do we victims have to read how the pope wants to help us victims then a week later our diocese cowardly files bankruptcy and more than that punch in face for the 100s of times before we get to see all the Catholic sites who continue to ask for more and more money. Why to hide it and still treat us victims like were second class people. Bully us longer and because you do realize that we dont usually fight back to much as we stayed silent for 40 plus years but I believe that is changing now and filling bankruptcy on us now after all we been through is the biggest slap in the face yet. I hope your happy you just killed more of us all instead of being a great person and owning up to the misery you gave us and just taking responsibility for the wrongs of long ago still hiding behind bankruptcy. What a incredible horrible way to keep re victimizeimg all of us victims with no platform. But I think we’re about to fight back now. I no longer am afraid of the w
Holly church and why you get to go on as and live business as usual and we die is not right and you know it.
So if you are the one reading this message and probably by now have either deleted it or ignored it as I sure enough know you don’t want to upset the pope. Of course just think about one thing. Your as big of a part of the problem as the rest. So get some respect for yourself now and send this message to through the proper chanels because I will continue to write to you as well as send copies to the press and as many as I can. I’m sure some one will answer eventually .but my part of all of it now is to continue to expose the Catholic church as what it trully is. A real bunch of greedy hypocrites now. Why should I just take it and say nothing like I did for 40 years. Now it’s your chance to not be a puppit for the pope. He needs to stand up and not just sat the victims need help. Actually do something now.
When will the pope.acualy stick by his latest words as says the victims must be helped now. As our bishop In Albany NY just filled bankruptcy last month and afterwards was headed to see the pope. I would say if the pope was serious than you think there would be penalties and not just business as usual. Doesn’t any one truly see how we are being re victimized over and over again? By this process is the most indecent of all of our years of suffering in silence. I’m sure as in most cases no one will answer my messages or maybe just say I’m sorry. But that sorry means absolutely nothing any longer as we continue to suffer in fear and going homeless and probably die before any one has the heart to accept responsibility now by actions not just talk about it. That’s not even more than words now. I was dumb enough to get sucked into our bishops talks and said how much he cares. That is abviosly just a bunch of nonsense for the press. But I decided to start sending messages again and copy them and send them.to the press as well and now I believe we need to do some thing for ourselves. And stand out side of the diocese and more churches to tell the truth and protest the real way we have been treated not just take it as we always have. The days of just saying. Oh well not much we can do there not going to give us piece of mind any longer is not the way. And truly if any one really care what evil horrors we been through all these years you wouldn’t just leave us to die. So please don’t Insult us anylonnger by saying im sorry and go on as business as usual and now hide all the money you possibly can. How important is all that money if a true Catholic can’t be a Catholic and help each other as we were tought and just keep it hidden like a business. That’s not the real church covering up for selfish priest who destroyed our lives and continue to hide. Where does it end. The
CATHOLIC CHURCHES lose many people but you sure kept your money. What did you all accomplish. Think about how that is going to work. Because one thing your certificate not thinking this is the beginning of the end and I sure hope it was worth it. As all these years even after my abuse I still believed there was some good people left at the church now I can’t seem to find anything left but liars and cheats. And thats so sad for a guy who always loved the church. Now not even a little. So I hope you needed to do what you do to us victims and continue to abuse us daily.
As I have gone through this process it gets worse and worse as time goes on. I tried not to believe that all of the bishops or priest are bad and of course its impossible that they are all selfish and want to hurt us. But through the time of even our civil suit in NY st. Cva. I have seen just pure greed cover ups. And now bankruptcy it’s so horrible and wrong that I’m just as angry as the day I told my life long secret of abuse. I don’t have any more answers and the fact that the church goes about businesses as usual is possiblity the biggest part that i can’t seem to get past as well as a couple weeks past the bankrupt its almost not even talked about. Shame on them and there cover ups. And how about we take there food and housing away or have much higher legal arests and consequences for the ones who continue to re victimize us that literally self destructed our lives and be at deaths door before telling our secret. As well as not one bit of help from the government or state as we continue to be homeless and hungry what will it take to stop for me its probably to late to get any help but theres so many that suffer in silence. Thanx for listening.
ing to get past this for years now. I first told my story oct 7 2020 the day I turned 56 yrs old before if I didnt I wàs suicidal and out of options. So of course I’m still grateful I did because I’m alive. But I’m one of the many of us suvivors that had to selfdestuck before I ever told a soul in 40 yrs of silence. I had to lose everything even my driver’s license in NY state as my job of 30 years involved driving and I have hurt myself from accidents in the past and have a lot of pain in my neck and upper back with pinched nerves and arthritis so I’m very limited as to what I can do physically. This in no way means I feel sorry for myself just an idea on what I go through regularly and of course I was truly hoping for a settlement that may help me get out of the problems that I have faced over the years. 5 years of homelessness and alcohol addiction that I found a way to get under control. But now the depression is setting .in a little again because the church continues to re victimize us over and over again. So I am not going down with out a good fight and I do believe that many of the suvivors are hurting as bad or worse than me. So I do think that we all need some one to help us all. Because this has hit all the news every where and in a week or two it’s old news it won’t even be talked about too much for a while. The diocese knows that too its Just life as usual for them they keep going and forget about us. However I don’t think that’s too fair and I want to find away to atleast give the other hurting suvivors a platform to express to all people in the capital region that the church ruined our lives and continue to hurt us and we all got to do some thing about it and not just settle for the acts of just hidding there money and asset’s and if enough of us start to protest at local churches and start a movement that it needs to stop here. Maybe some of us really needy suvivors can get a little help with housing and Jobs we can still do. I never expected a big bunch of money just enough to keep me from going home less again and want to find away to just end my life. As I am living in a rooming house in schnectady ny and the only reason I’m not on the streets now is because of the state sites from covid. Its so sad to say that covid probably ended up saving my life but as we speak I have a pending case with
ERAP and it’s been taking quite some time and I have a very very abusive landlord that actually sends harassing texts to me regularly and last one was a group message to all the other tenants that they need to gang up on me get me to move because I’m a freeloader and lazy bla bla bla. Or he Is going to raise there rents this month. So the abuse is around me and I sure don’t want to even fight back if possible. But now I’m very angry and need to stick up for whats right and wrong.
I read your column this morning and thought maybe you could use a suvivors view on the matter but If not im very sorry to have wasted your time. And I sure won’t take it personally. But it you ever want to talk about the problem I’ll be happy to talk to you anytime.
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Thanx agian for listening and letting me vent I appreciate it.
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